Too normal to fit in with the freaks. Too feral to fit in with the normies. So instead, I'm on tumblr.
Post breakdown emotional void where you neither understand nor remember how you felt ten minutes ago
I fucking hate people for making me feel so inferior. So helpless. So stupid. So unattractive. So unimportant. So worthless. So replaceable. Fuck every goddamn person on this waste of a fucking planet that humans never deserved to own with the way they’ve corrupted and destroyed something so pure. They did that to me the same way they did it to the beautiful lush trees and blossoming flowers and extravagant wildlife. They took something so pure and crushed and demolished it until it remains in a form so unrecognizable it can be considered something different
"Weird" trauma/ mentally ill thing I don't see people talking about much:
Fantasizing about terrible things happening like someone trying to kidnap and kill you or having your house burn down etc.
It's a thing. It's not a fun thing, but it happens.
It doesn't mean you actually, consciously want terrible things to happen to/around you. It means that you've been through a fucking lot and now your brain doesn't know how to exist without chaos and anxiety.